my brain's not part of this blog entry becos it has fallen asleep like about half an hour ago.
the reason im here when i shld b sleeping is becos my sister has gone in for her long shower n my toothbrush n everything's inside so i cant brush my teeth. great huh. ughhhh.
so anyway. my legs r pretty much jelly now. went jogging in the MORNING with SAM TAN WHO'S FINALLY BACK after not very long actually. then i walked. and walked. my goodness.
n i find out my brain does selective rate processing. apparently it processes crap at the speed of lightning (ok, i exaggerate, but who cares, the brain isnt here to correct me) n everything else at the speed of, er. constipation? u get the idea. i think it might be murderous to some ppl. worse, im thinking how about those ppl whom i find have slower brain processing power as me? i think they'l frustrate some kancheong ppl to death.
n im still waiting for my sister. dang it man take so long. mayb i'l use some salt n my finger. wat am i saying. i'll just take out my dentures. now why dint i think of that earlier.

i believe my faith isnt for nothing.
Jesus, make me whole, i know im not perfect.
amazing love, how can it be
that You my King shld die for me
amazing love, i know it's true
and it's my joy to honour You
in all i do
i honour You.

im searching, but i know at least with my eyes on You, im in the right direction. i'll go where You lead. all the world may fail, but i know You will not waver; i can count on You.

"if we died with him, we will also live with him;
if we endure, we will also reign with him.
if we disown him, he will also disown us;
if we are faithless, he will remain faithful,
for he cannot disown himself"
--2 Timothy 2:11-13

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
more than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
the water i thirst for
You're the ground beneath my feet
You're everything
Lord You're everything to me.

the basis of my faith isnt nothing.
it's love, unconditional love.
incomprehensible, unfathomable.
that i do know.

sometimes i cant put it to words...i dunno why.

im gonna go check on my sister now. i suspect she hasnt bathed for a few years.
too long, girl.
night all.